Thanks for today, Nik. 😍 So Nik na tawag ko sa kanya. 😜

Earlier this morning 😘 jeje edit 😽

An hr and a half early for my first day. 😶😐

Because I was inspired to “blog” again as I read Lhara’s (frustratedthomasian) recent post, here I am trying to compose an I-dont-know-if-this-will-end-up-sensible post. I don’t know why but I really want to write again after months of being MIA.

So how have I been?

April and May were life-changing months, as for me. I graduated on 4th of April and just now, I am feeling that regret’s kicking me. Why? Because I didn’t prepare much on that day, I wasn’t exactly in the mood of making that day extra special.  I think I’m sounding stupid and all but yeah I wish I could turn back time and redo that day. I still enjoyed that day though.

On that same month, I got accepted in Smart Communications. Hell, yeah! It was a shock for me because I really think I did not do great on my last interview! My start day was supposedly on May 16th but got moved because there were “findings” on my medical exam. I really thought I was in the dying stage. I got too paranoid and nervous and all of  the negative things were having a massive party in my head. I finally cleared my med exam two weeks before May ends. Just in time for the June1 hiring. Hurrah! 

I spent the whole summer at our house. I wanted to stay home for two whole months because I know it would be rare to rest like this because of work and I’ll have more time and money to travel when I work.  

Realizations:

1. Make each day a special one. You better be because it might not happen ever again.
2. Do not think too much. I know problems really occupy a big space in your head but think of these, Is it worth it? Will it still matter in 5 years? I been over-thinking too much and I can tell that it really leads to problems that weren’t there in the first place. Too stressful!!
3. Take things positively. Take off your negativity hat and start thinking of good things instead. When rejected, God has a better plan for you and he knows what will really make you happy.
4. And I have to add this.. When you have findings on your medical exam, do not Google it! It will just make things worse!

I’ll be starting to work on the first week of June, which is next week! I am nervous, giddy, excited and I do not know what to expect! 

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♥, J